OHhohOhohhh Tell him i LoVe Him
JUst tell him i love him!

i just can't believe what i would have done..

i have ever considered letting him go

yesterday when i took my shower
i just suddenly realized
how blessful i am

JUST STAY STRONG!

i hv gone thr loads of heartbreaking phases

it is now fragile enough to be shattered
but u come around and fix it
u care for it and love it

i just happen to realize this
it is what we call____touched

sensational
indescribable haa

waking up with u by my side!!
love U my baby >3

i need time

It's not like that]

i hate you

and now i announce

you are stranger to me for ever after

hurt

deeply hurt

i thought you know me but you don't

i hate myself for being so obvious

i am feeling lost
the reasons are gone

i try so hard
to be the one

goshgosh

i wish i am sure i love you

i wish i can know more about you

i wish i won't regret

i wish i ain't going to give up

i am going to strike the balance

should you say something

haha

i am lost

what am i doing here TRACY???
so much worries//
just don't wanna disppoint my teachers

and don't wanna think about that guy
that fucking bastard jackass

dat asshole so called friend
hate ya you are no friend of mine from now

to be your friend is extremely painful

i wish i have a resting place....

BYBYBYBYBYBYY the way
dat boy next to me
my first lover..in F2
can keep our fdship
its something i feel happy with

i can't forget everything in LKF on the last SAT
so much fun with my friends
CARRRIE's 18 B-DAY!!!!

wish you will be ok....

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should i have given u up

i thought too much

should i just ___let go

should i just ask
should i just leave

should i just ________take it easy?

i thought i did
i did quit you

oh hey..it's tough for me not to speculate anything in these circumstances

why are you keeping silent?
all because of that bitch and bastard..

what did i do wrong?
you rob me of  my dignity..

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for many days and nights
i waited for you till the end of the hours..

it's just for a little compliment
a little sweetness
a little stir of emotion

i once thought we were getting there..we were almost there...

oops..this time i can't wait
i don't thnk i should have done it

you did nothing wrong but i just can't help
i bitterly hate you

you are the one who make me sad..
make me depressed.

let me down..let me flow

why did you say that
why did you ask that
you don't know my heart was torn apart

i can't curve my lips
it's too difficult

if i can really give you up

if you are really not a pig

Amazing

i was so brave to take a ride on roller-coaster..BRAVO!!!

and i did not die from heart attack

how could you imagine the next second when you were so close to death! i am a chicken ha

i like the day
but was upset by my friends
oh god maybe i am just thinking too much
though it's not the first time 
for carol and jasmine to leave me behind

i am not happy with that

this is the only flaw of the day

i like most of it!
i love my friends and watttererrr!!

Oh my God
i didn't sleep the last night

i decide to write journal everyday becoz i really want to improve improve improve

just listened to the radio show and it was no fun...the players just kept repeating where's the fun huh?

back to the topic now where i couldn't sleep last nite it was pain!i practically i have no sorrow no trouble but still my brain was all occupied i would soon be insane oh my god oh my god!!!i hate it

people like adding fuel to the flame..what's on earth happened to my birthday?i was born on 5th of Aug..Many if my friends sent sms and phoned me for greeting my b-dae oh my god....in the period of time that i was almost crazy..and tell you what..they all thought today is my birthday,,8/5...

so speechless i am

 all annoyed..maybe just a little bit..

ok i m ..ah
i don't want to talk about corny stuff so that's it 

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i mean .. i can't stand any heavy burden like thisss...

i said

i m so fucking stupid and arrogant and ignorant

i never meant to deny you on purpose or anything

i'll never do this

i won't delve into deep thoughts like this ever again..

I M SORRY..

I didn't do any revision!!God!

i m going to have the test on friday

i mean.. coming Friday!!!

N..i didn't prepare for the openday and project

i m ready to die isn't it

and

my mind is fuzzy all around

CLEAR my thoughts plz

that's it

oh nothing

i wanna talk about something
but forgot

anyway

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OK...

ALL i m trying to say is..

IF you are not trying a bit to fulfil what you had promised

PLEASE SHUT your crappy bloody mouth right up and stop muttering those trash commitment

I CAN"T DO THIS

why you are such a crap?

FUCK OFF!

i dun wanna repeat..

ok actually i'll say..

itz complete unfortune,,
nothing else

what the fucking blooding crapping problem is with the janitor hah?

but ok i m fine now
not that i've been to the centre

act. the outrage just faded

i couldn't help but just ring thomas up and cry..
i thanked you so much

a nice chat with jerry
a nice time with nowan
ah.. a nice phone chat with carmen..

actually except the shit with X-ray

everything's just fine today

and i didn't miss anyone

and

[[Can you keep a secret]]rocks

thats all for yesterday

i bought a book yesterday
i have to shelve all my books!!

of coz yesterday was also 6sbbqday

it was fun

Then i met Alex
who promises me a disney ticket

i got nothing to say

leading a dull life

NOt good
i mean my mood

i actually admire simplicity

i don't want to write anything when my mood is that bad

i finished da vinci code

i wanna carry on with other novels

i've had enough of it
u know i m goin' to the university

you know how much i want to be living up with her expectation

maybe i should be honest
i have nothing towards you now indeed

especially when you are crazy now
always have bad temper
i cant put up with that

i cant possibly tell you though

i dun want to regret

but when days pass
disgust grows

perplexity
i m living in my own perplexity

act. i ll let you know

i m going to be single again

i lost my BIO ESSAY!
i've spent a whole hour on it!!
i m not goin' to redo it!!!

u know i was on my way home
n i just wanna took a photo with the scenary
a weird formal suited man say hi to me when i was on the floor!oh my god i though it was some kind of interview but then he showed no intention of doing interview!And told me he happened to see me taking photo and he just kept talking to me senselessly !i was so fear of him that i just smiled and went away

i hate strangers like that
skillless accosting

wait i m not arrogant
not like any french girl
[in julie's pt of view]
i just simply dislike it

i m posting some more new photos upto the albums

i was there !!

The 30th Hong Kong Film FestiVAL!!!

and was preparing for the Film Surprise

it turned out to be
The Heavenly KINGS!

ALIVE!

Daniel is the director and the response from us haha very successful i can tell

i made a wrong decision
To put on skirt
when itz all windy

and i met a strange driver
-__-

moi miss you

very much

Actually.

i fantasized about tu all the time yesterday

i went crazy i think

This morning all turn to disappointment

i m indeed crazy

all on my mind
is only tu

eloquence
where are you hah?

i shall upload some photos
but i m simply lazy

i love this diary
seems to be real private
public private

I M OBSESSED WITH THE DA VINCI CODE

so dark the con of man

can't wait to watch the film

18.5.2006 HK!

ursh!

ya not sure about his name ;]

oh god he is so stupid with the boobs and butt haha but really cute

we had the drama in skl honestly i felt a bit disappointed coz it was not as exhilarating as i'd imagined..nvm

i was invited to be on stage with MR Tai very stupid
ya funny also

today i was so awkward that i rushed home

i couldn't see anything because of the globally common eye defect, short sightedness. And that nothing interested me to stay at skl

rushing all the way
came home and read da vinci code
complete indulgence i was enchanted but i managed to stop whenever difficult or unlucky situation was come across

i just simply didn't feel like tragedy

i was bugging myself
TRAVEL LOG!
Gift for miss HUNG!
and.. money for games club

trouble a buck a trouble

i started reading Daniel's blog yesterday
i m keep it a habit

good i feel contented with my life
at least at the moment

at next moment: i want something more 

i m readin' Da Vinci Code
pretty long pretty exciting
not yet a magnet

a bit slow bit
i m too impatient to read page by page yet i m doing so

occasionally jump to a few pages ahead to read the what's-next then go back

difficult to handle the first few pages and easy piecey later

i m waitin' for julia
my photos yet in my mailbox

i need the photos for this journal
i m going to write something about the drama on fridae!!
lady capulate

"

Now let me give you my estimate of the chances for peace --

the peace that will one day stop the bloodshed in South Vietnam; that will -- all the Vietnamese people [will] be permitted to rebuild and develop their land; that will permit us to turn more fully to our own tasks here at home.

I cannot promise that the initiative that I have announced tonight will be completely successful in achieving peace any more than the 30 others that we have undertaken and agreed to in recent years. But it is our fervent hope that North Vietnam, after years of fighting that has left the issue unresolved, will now cease its efforts to achieve a military victory and will join with us in moving toward the peace table.

And there may come a time when South Vietnamese -- on both sides -- are able to work out a way to settle their own differences by free political choice rather than by war. As Hanoi considers its course, it should be in no doubt of our intentions. It must not miscalculate the pressures within our democracy in this election year. We have no intention of widening this war. But the United States will never accept a fake solution to this long and arduous struggle and call it peace.

"

Lyndon Baines Johnson

On Vietnam and Reelection

2200

i m not being rude to you
just sthg fds would have done
sorry ya
plz don't consider me intrusive