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Sunday 25th April 2010 09:09:38 PM

Completing the lessons doesn't mean it's the end of my program.

Completing the master program doesn't mean it's the end of my study.

Completing the study doesn't mean it's the end of my life.

And there are just so so so many things waiting for me to pursue, so many things that I would like to do, but still, not being able to do yet

And so there are a lot for me to go in the coming future, that I could hardly stand at the same place, wait or take a rest.

I always want to live meaningfully, find something to fill myself up or to pursuit a long/short term goal, so that I would always feel "rich".

There is no ending for life, life is about impermanance, transcience, pursuit and change.

I just cannot have one minute down, or I might be left behind.

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很久很久的以前

算起來應該是…十一年前

還是十年前

第一次很重視一個人的心情所以不論何事總以對方為優先

然後對方將這視成理所當然,慢慢的失了界線亂了規則

最後變得有多糟糕我都快忘記了,

不過有些事發生過又刻骨銘心的,

足以讓我終生受用

只是這似乎並不足以讓我學乖

到今天,我依然時常在忍讓和放棄之間掙扎

那個幾乎成為了一個傷疤,

永遠都不好,而且永遠都在

我同樣也是個會被過去牽絆住的人,

不過經常跟自己說:千萬不要重蹈歷史的覆轍

每一次吃痛了我就跟自己說:多愛自己,多自私一點,多殘忍一點

自我中心的人故然可憎,亦是本能,但是不懂得以自我為中心的人,也許連自我保護的能力也沒有,這我是懂的,那比自我中心的人更可悲

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